I've sorta come to realize something. Today me and my sis and an old friend went to an SAT strategy meeting and I can say that I am now terrified to take that test- any test that really requires a strategy to take it is waaaay too intense for a simple minded person like myself! haha :P The only strategic moments I have are during an occasional game of chess! LOL! :)
But I realized that I never wanted to be one of those amazing smart people, cause that's never been all that important to me. I mean, I know it's sorta important, but it's never been the focus of my life. I guess to me, the thing that I've always loved, cherished, and appreciated my whole life as long as I can remember and that makes me truly happy is the people in my life. God has blessed me so richly in that area that I could never begin to tell my friends how wonderful they are, or thank God enough for my amazing life! So if your reading this, any of my friends, I love you and you are awesome! Thank you for being part of my life!!! :) <3
After the meeting today, I admit I almost had a meltdown about never being smart enough for this test (I really don't test well. haha:P), but when I really got to thinking about it, I realized what was important to me, and I realized that as long as I'm happy and can hopefully make the people I love as happy as they make me. and live my life to glorify God alone, that's all I really ever need. Yeah, this makes me pretty different than most of the people I know, but that's sort of ok.:)
So, in short, I will freak out about the test, but at the same time, I know that everything's gonna be ok! :) (and I'm going to come back and read this the night before so I can remember this! LOL:D)
So, anyways, just thought I'd share my incredibly sappy realization! haha:) Love u guys! May God bless u a thousand times over what you have blessed me!! :D <3
MidgetMusicManiac
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